bleh.

2007-11-07T20:39:00.001+08:00

hi all.

after 1 year+, i officially declare this blog dead and there is no other new replacements.

anyway, the links page is still there if you want to access other blogs.

lastly, tag if you want.

bye everyone (=

2006-10-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

happy halloween!

and most importantly..

happy birthday my special one!

enjoyed our day.. haha.

finally fifteen eh!
once again, shen re kuai le wor ;D

2006-10-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY!

met piggy early in the morning..

went to vivocity! actually there not very big lah.. haha. but got alot alot of expensive shops. and won't really get lost there. =x but its very new though.

lol ate at ljs before strolling all over the place, from vivocity to habourfront centre, then back again.. haha. saw madam quek and her family. she wearing same clothes as in lesson o.o but she's still very friendly of course (=

bought lots of snacks to eat.. then went to seNtosa le! well, it was a really dark day HAHA woops. ( internal joke ) well, went to palawan beach to watch the animal show thingy. quite nice bah, and she yelped when the eagle flew past her. wahaha =p.

after that went to eat her favourite spagetti! then took the beach tram around.. nice to sit =D. then we wanted to go watch musical fountain but full hou se le so we went to siloso beach instead.. no stars LOl but the sea breeze at night is nice, and it was fun splashing water while strolling too. lying down on the beach is great, but gets sand stuck on your hair. LOl. ><

after a long long while, it was time to go home at ten plus le. we dint want to go de but later no more bus.. haha.
she fell asleep on the long mrt ride back. very tired le bah.. so sweet ;D

went to jp to get her mummy's supper, sent her home, and it was time to go home too..
yawn! and saw a new keyboard when i got home. wahaha. but gonna get a long time to learn it man.

had a very very very fun time.
mpwjoh zpv npsf boe npsf fbdi ebz (=

2006-10-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

(=

woke up early this morning to meet princess for breakfast. well, we both overslept. pigs ;x

yep, so we went to ljs for breakfast. been quite awhile since i last ate ljs with her. remember last time eat until late. haha! but the feeling's still great. (=

after that we went arcade to kill time cos kbox starts at 2. kinda fun but arcade's a great waste of money i think. very long never go le also. lol.

oya, we bought TONS of cha ye dan today. well, its princess's favourite snack. the auntie selling there must be really happy lah, cos these 2 weeks we keep buying from her. then today bought malt candy too. embarrassing to say i first time eat.. then very messy. lucky she keep helping me twist and turn. lol. ><

in the end we went into kbox earlier.. simply bored. haha. smuggled hawailian pizza inside. she's really sweet to get it for me cos she knows its my favourite. aww. (=

well, had lots of fun there with her.. haha. looking forward to next time of course.. hearts.

TIME FOR BED. goodnight people. yawn.

2006-10-07T00:28:00.000+08:00

happy midautumn festival people!

had one of the best and most memorable day today.

thanks. its nice. (=

2006-10-04T10:47:00.000+08:00

its october already! damn fast..

dint go school today.. very sleepy in the morning. haha. ;x
anyway its last 2 weeks of school le..

hmm, theres physics retest tomorrow. can't possibly pull up any marks le larh..
really don't like the subject ;x

haha. yesterday was really dumb lar. we keep testing th alot of chinese phrases and realise he dono alot of simple words. tsktsk.

then heres the stupidiest part.

us : whats hu ji hua?
th : eh.. what arh?
us : walau you never watch tv commercials de arh?
th : i don't watch singapore channels mah..
us : then you not singaporean meh?
th : *inspired* orhh!! its the national flower right??
us : *phew* yeah finally you got it.
th : *very proudly* hibiscus lah! =D

LOL. ><

anyway yesterday was a really happy day especially after school.
you're right. its been long.. and it'll continue from now.
kai xin. (=

replies to tags :

chairlady : of course =D
simeng : kbox soon? lolx! going pjc also ar? think got quite a few people going too.. haha. ;D
amanda : haha you also pon lor still say me! ;x
serene : update le lah!! naggy naggy naggy. haha. take care~
huiyi : you owe me lots and lots of salary leh. lolx. better pay up soon (=
clara : not say very good lah. haha. (=
cheryl : jiayou for o levels (=
charlene : a very late 'you're welcomed' .. ;D
siqing : disappear again le! lolx.
jiamin : thankyou!! but guess i won't be seeing you at aj le. aww. ;x
jessie : hahaha. i know. considering loh.. =p
jiahui : not nice lah. haha. sorry ah the box fold until very kns.. lol.

ok take care people! good luck for all your revisions and exams and stuff. ;D

28 more days ^^

2006-09-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

yoohOO.!!

here to update dead blog ;x.

right, its gonna be my last week of school soon.
can't really decide which jc to go.

but i think i'll end up with pjc bah. like kat says, its a second css there. though it'll definitely be different without you. =

okay, its like damn boring at school these few days. keep falling asleep during every lesson. then keep getting pumped with homework and stuffs too.

bought weiqi's present today with yk. bet she's gonna get a big surprise tomorrow. ;D

ok take care people. will reply tags another time ;x.

hmmm. and its 33 days to your big day. (=

2006-09-24T22:40:00.000+08:00

i'm not going to do it anymore..
the last time has passed already.
i rather suffer alone.

really regret very much.
but i promise i won't do it again anymore.
is that okay?
i don't know if i can still answer to myself.
i don't know if i can forgive myself.

i don't want to change.
this isn't what i want.
but i don't know why its like that.

argh.

is it really all my fault?
i don't know.

still, i'm really sorry..
not only to you, others, but also to myself..

>< and please, don't be too nice to me.
i don't deserve it at all.
it'll only drive me crazy..

i apologise for this really random post. its meant to be understood by myself only..
just leave me alone.

i need to think..

2006-09-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

happy birthday joelle (=

finally prelims over le.. haha.
right, as promised update on my results. lol

~~~~~
english - a2
emaths - a2
amaths - a2
geography - a2
chinese - b3
physics - b3
chemistry - b4
combined humans - b4

l1r5 --> 14pts.
~~~~~

there. mm i think i got really lucky this time ;X. can't think of where to go for first 3 months. lol. gonna leave the school in a couple of weeks time. =
lots of things have been happening bah. too lazy to blog much also.. haha. ;p

take care people! (=

guess its time to try and give myself a chance to be happy again..
at least try.
let memories remain as memories.
im sorry. hearts.

2006-09-18T23:28:00.000+08:00

back to revive dead blog. ;D

PRELIMS OVER.. shall update my lousy results soon. lol. ;x

okay, its like im having a pizza spree now.

friday - canadian pizza at bk's house.
sunday - family dinner (order pizzahut)
monday - michelle's birthday at je pizzahut (lunch)
monday - go home my home heat up last night's pizza for dinner

ok speaking of that, happy birthday MICHELLE CHIA. (=

im like the 4/4 representive in her celebration outing. haha. then have elwin and peiling too as representatives for 4/2 and 4/5. so cool can 13 people squeeze into neoprint machine. ><

lolx. havent post my jay article yet. very lazy larh. karwaii must be disappointed. aww..

take care people (=

2006-09-11T23:28:00.000+08:00

woops, no update!

hahaha, i'll give a really long update when im free.
sorry for the dead blog. tagboard not as lively as before le. ;x

prelims ending le! finally o. though i screwed many papers le, but its okay cos i can spent my first 3 months happily without a jc anyway ;D

~.~

2006-09-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

shaun's the biggest fool in the world.

)=

2006-09-03T00:26:00.000+08:00

woke up feeling sick today.. so went to chiong cups of water + lozengers..

after that had a fun day at kbox with fy mich simeng and alil of reuben ;D.
high to the end for more than 5 hours, during that period of time sort of recover le.

but now having throat infection + bad headache. that means im sick! probably gonna wake up with a high fever tomorrow. *touchwood* lolx. T.T

anyway zhu xuefen's gonna see her idol KWON SANG WOO tomorrow and she excited until can't sleep. been queueing at imm since today.. LOL joking.
lets wish her good luck in getting his autograph or whatever she wants ya. (=

replies to tags:

samantha : tagtagtagtagtagtagtag - REPLIED. (=
amanda/memory : haha some kuku. ya la ya la, reply le. lolx.
jiahui : DON BLUFF LOR. by now you can memories and write it backwards le right? =p
fy : LOL don have qian li zhi wai sia today )= nvm drag mich go after prelims. haha!
elisse : haha recover alot le don worry ya. take care o tudi. =D

okay its time for bed. nights everyone. =D

2006-08-31T13:50:00.000+08:00

freaking damaged my left arm bone yesterday during soccer..

yesterday was numb. then ached.
today morning wake up quite pain. even typing now hurts.

argh. lucky im not left handed.

ok realised i haven't reply tag for a vv long time. shall start now!

clara : thankyou for your marshmallow wor. happy knitting! =)
siqing : hair grow back already what.. lol. don worry as you know i got study le. take care~
jiahui : thankyou wor. its a nice post right? bet you read it like 9962342712047123 times a day. haha!
hannah : nowadays i think is i step you instead of you step me leh. =p
simeng : its saturday, not friday!! and lower the key alright? lol. =x
serene : thanks.. now can slack abit le cos holiday. =p

ok thats all i can see for now. can't reply all lah, the rest in history so long ago le.. haha sorry. i'll start from TODAY to reply everything, if not someone gonna scold me le. ;x

take care everyone. (=

>< !

i don like this path..

2006-08-29T20:01:00.000+08:00

get well soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

im very tired.

can we not pretend anymore?

PRELIMS DIE LIAO.

2006-08-26T00:33:00.000+08:00

i live everyday with my facade of happiness.
and i'll continue living each day with it.

it has to stay strong.
hopefully one day, it'll overwrite the emptiness inside me..

tian tian ye ye by FIR is an excellent song.

' how do i live without you .. '

examination blues.

once it ends.. we graduating pupils won't have much time around in commonwealth le. really don't wanna move on from a place which gave me the sweetest memories, the place where i've met the greatest people on earth.. and im really so thankful to know many of you guys. =/

but.. we have to accept the fact that we can't have everything in life to go the way we want. as much as i hate it, i realise that we're really leaving very soon..

aww. take care peeps. (=

2006-08-24T23:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAHUI!

post dedicated to one of my bestest friends around ;

jiahui's like the nicest person you can ever find around. well at least she's one of the nicest person i've known.
jiahui's an extremely helpful person who would go the extra mile to help somebody in need, even if its out of her way.
jiahui has the special gift of comforting people and letting others see things in a new light with her ever optimistic views. in other words, she brings about hope.
jiahui makes a great listening ear and unlike most people, she has a broad mind and is able to see the big picture in everything.
jiahui's also extremely understanding towards others and her heart probably contains zero hatred towards anybody.
jiahui's sensible and filial, although she is weird at times with her over pure/innocent thinking, thats because she is uniquely jiahui.
jiahui doesn't ask for much in life and is satisfied with what she has because she knows how to treasure and cherish, especially her friends and loved ones.

if you have jiahui in your life, you're definitely blessed cos i sometimes think of her as an angel.
happy birthday friend. (=

2006-08-22T18:44:00.000+08:00

dead blog. haha.

ok prelims here le.. not really prepared. zz !!

take care people! good luck to graduating peeps! (=

somehow i've lost my value

2006-08-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

hey people things are really really okay.
don't worry ya? i wanna thank so many people for their concern.

guess theres still plenty of love and care in the world. (=

take care everybody! stay happy ya~ XD

2006-08-12T14:00:00.000+08:00

i may be closing down this blog now..
never free enough to update anything and i just write stupid stuff..

afterall the reason i created this is gone already. maybe this should be gone too.

take care everybody. you've all been great people..

i miss you.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.007+08:00

...

my heart's gone.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.006+08:00

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my heart's gone.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.005+08:00

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my heart's gone.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.004+08:00

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my heart's gone.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.003+08:00

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my heart's gone.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.002+08:00

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my heart's gone.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.001+08:00

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my heart's gone.

2006-08-10T09:22:00.000+08:00

...

my heart's gone.

2006-07-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

happy sweet 1ooth. [=

sec4's crazy life. T___T

24oo hours of happiness. =D

2006-07-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

who's gonna buy me some hair tonics ? =D

2006-07-12T21:36:00.000+08:00

hair g o n e .

no matter what, they'll cut and ruin you, even if you really don't deserve it.

against your will. they force it upon you.
human rights? hah. =you can run but you can't hide.

now we have to 'pay to eat shit'.
watch out. our dear p has gone crazy.

school of botaks. aint that more punk and anti-image?

2006-07-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

finished the last day of work today. yay. =]

things to do :

1) make bank account ( or cannot bank in my pay T.T )
2) make new specs
3) repair mp3 player
4) sell mp3 player
5) buy new phone
6) start mugging for prelims zz
7) buy stuff
8) one day of kbox =z

plus so much homework plus every week 2 mock exams plus so many things to pack.

sigh. i need more time can. )=

get well soon my piggy. < 3

2006-06-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

POSTING AGAIN.

important : don't sms/call me for time being

cos i've lost my useless little phone. T.T

was going home with chairlady, then was about alight the bus when suddenly..

shaun's phone is not in pocket! so shaun goes back to the seat at the second storey and attempts to look for it around the area but to no avail. chairlady tries to call the number but nobody picks up. he then realise there was a bunch of monkeys at the back of his seat who just alighted, nobody else. he remembers they were laughing and seeming very happy while getting off the bus. he then concludes the monkeys have took something they should have returned.

poor shaun alighted at the next next stop and went to a payphone to call his dad to cancel his line. meanwhile, chairlady continues calling the number over and over again, hoping the monkeys would be good and pick up. however, they started rejecting and suddenly, someone picks up. to his shock, shaun realises that the monkeys diverted the line to his house number. like wtf? shaun wonders in horror what they were doing to his phone.

shaun then gets his dad to cancel the line. shaun is not happy, but whatever, he was going to change phone and number soon anyway. ha ha ha.

end of story.

o level chinese oral tomorrow. T.T
i reply tags another day~ =x

and a mega big thanks to chairlady today. =]

2006-06-16T00:34:00.000+08:00

hey sorry have not been posting..

i guess life is tiring, but everything's still managable at the moment.
wasting my holidays away without studying and doing much homework. like whatever lah. we need a break can =x. at least holidays quite meaningful and fun..

so many things happened around me.. and so many lessons can be learnt.

would be going overseas over the weekends.
take care everyone. stay happy please. =]

2006-06-09T12:12:00.000+08:00

going crazy.

2006-06-09T00:54:00.000+08:00

working isnt easy.. 4 more days to go to complete. salaryyyyyyy.

thanks for the times. <3

tired..
they say ignorance is bliss. then this time i wanna ignore.. i really do.

2006-06-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

hurt ed.

)=

2006-06-02T21:01:00.000+08:00

i sucked today.

punish me please.

)=

2006-05-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

O W N E D P A W N E D R A P E D T H R A S H E D

2006-05-28T03:03:00.000+08:00

想念

=/

2006-05-27T16:16:00.000+08:00

you're hopeless dude.

disappointment to us all.

fuck off for all i care.
cos we no longer do.

=]

how to mug for chinese? o.O

2006-05-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

omg a monster inflitrated and blogged on my behalf!! =x!
chinese o levels in a few days.. very unprepared.

watched xmen3 today.. celebrate ernest's birthday ma.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY jd bro. =]

i think xmen2's nicer.. but 3 also not bad lah. go watch people~

reply~

nick : i cannot copy and paste inside! sad-ed.
huiyi : wheres my salary?! i suffer so much wei qu leh.. lolx.
ellise : yeah i agree is you lousy. LOL ask me more leh if not i very shi bai )=
dina : mwahaha -.-
jiahui : never see you at sentosa! haha yeah i tanned enough le. =x not i post de!! not funny. =p
alicia : kns!! eh yeah for fun only ma. quite fun la. =x
hannah : no more stepping le!! once only. haha my shoe too precious le. =]
daisy : really what you looked dead. LOL. crazy too? relac la =p
shiqi : lalalalalala =x
simeng : wahaha yeah shes a lil mad lah. don tell her ok LOL. so nice? thanks!! ;D

take care everyone. =]

2006-05-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

hahaha,
hohoho,
heeheehee.

I AM A BITCH N I CANT STOP BITCHING.
I AM ALSO A SELF PROCLAIMED "IRRITATIN SWEETHEART".

hiakhiak.

i'm shaunchong!
dun question my identity!. xD

*dramabitch was here.
thanks for ure user n pw to let myself be entertained.

2006-05-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

he he he LOL finally did what i always wanted to do. =p

=D

2006-05-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

thanks for the great time(s) last few days.

should i or not? cant blame me for my indecisive-ness. =/
i don't think i can do it anymore. but.. haix. i guess im just gonna withdraw ><

is it me who's not understanding, or the other way round? )=

2006-05-15T18:50:00.000+08:00

14th may

happy day in and out. =]

x i n f u ~ ;D

15th may

failed physics but passed chem. good or bad? so many teachers pon today. =x
everyday got remedial from 2 to 4 for chinese till 29th. MT o levels coming at end of the month le. T___T

but im still very happy. blEssed =D

late replies to taggies.

amanda : thanks but im okay le. and i got alot of hair lorh. =x
clara : -smiles- LOL. thanks for the luck. =D
jiahui : revived! hope you did well. =]
ellise : nope i really dint say that.. haha. hows your maths ?!
serene : i never qi nei le.. of course cannot beat you larh. =p
fangyi : yeah! suayyyy. and i not going to cut again tml. lolx.
simeng : very nice. haha. 168 days right? T.T
jessie : don worry, will have at least two digits i think. =x
hannah : i fail myself can le.. you jiayou! and sorry i knocked into you today. who ask you want step my shoe =p
nick : AIRWALK. wheres the logo?!
samantha : kakaKA. =D

2006-05-13T23:54:00.000+08:00

destress after exams~ had been having fun for the past two days. tomorrow too! =]

we saw fiona xie with two other guys at town on friday. mei nu~! =x

life is good =D

im not being bullied. lol =x

2006-05-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

forever is just a seven lettered word.

screw me.

2006-05-04T15:25:00.000+08:00

im so going to fail my both my humanities together

i won't deny im not upset. i don really care about ch but i freaking knew the answers for geog. i just didnt have the time to finish. too many blanks. and i did study for it. fuck the unfairness.

cant wait for all this shit exam period to be over. )=

2006-05-01T00:44:00.000+08:00

dead blog and dead tagboard. hehe. sorry larh. =x

my english papers are fucked. yes totally fucked. spent too much time on compo and wrote shit for summary. whatever lah. (=

nothing much to say, really. i cut my hair twice in around 2 weeks+ hoping that i can get good luck for my papers. wahaha yeah right. got caught for long fringe. knn. =x

jiayou to everyone who gives a damn about exams. and happy birthday to seow ting. =D

replies to tags..

ellise : no lorh i dint say that!! you think oral is singing ah. LOL yi shou jian dan de ge.
amanda : its obvious you're the pig lah. don't argue le can? =D anw sorry, jiayou and take care too ya?
huiyi : welcome! and im not ur pet pig d;
serene : take care and jiayou too!! must score well ah. =D
jiahui : LOL too lazy update.. gambete too! =x
jessie : haha i refer to order of dates mah.. =p
anjelina : don't need prove lah. she will edit and raise my marks even if i flunk. LOL shhh. =D

~.~

2006-04-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

happy birthday ekping and huiyi! (=

had a stupid fire drill on thursdays.. freaking funny and a waste of time. =x

mug mug mug.. shall be a temporarily nerd. have to prove something! ;D

sorry i always never reply tags!! i promise to do so from now on.

replies to taggies~

jessie : thanks! study hard ya? =D
jiahui : LOL relac.. its okay larhh. (=
tiakleng : xiexie ni.. =D
ellise : thanks.. and why you walk so fast when i taking orals! lol.
hannah : thankyou~!! (=
alicia : haha its okay larhh. thanks alot x)
amanda : lOl means you not allowed inside.. =p
jiamin : you can find ah? haha. of course got yours larhh!! take care. (=
wanqi : take care too!! relac ya? x)
afiq : who you? o.o
kat : its okay~! =D thanks alot ah. haha. owe you chocolates.. remember to collect! =x
bibiana : YO. thanks.. take care ;D
weiqi : im not old lorhh. haha not 16 also can watch.. =p

i'll keep my promise. (=

2006-04-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

happy birthday to myself. =x

didn't have a perfect birthday today.. compared to last year i guess? =\.

but still, shouldnt expect too much. thanks for all the greetings and presents~ < 3

hmm lets see.

big thanks to.. samantha, yixiang, yongkang, clara, huayning, sheryln, hannah, daisy, anjelina, jessie, huiyi, ailing, wanqi, katherine, ellise, jiamin, serene, minjun, minyi, cheryl, boonkeong, chengsiang, shiqi, evonne, sarah, liwee, junhao, boonkai, ernest, weijie, tiakleng, choonlock, clifford, zhenxiang, shuherng, tzehow, terrence, shuqi, mingxuan, ian, jocelyn, puiyen, seow ting, xiaohui, andrew, michelle, fangyi, kathleen, tingting, ekping, julia, justinian, sihui, simeng, youquan, celisse, jiahui, amanda, jessica, jeslyn, weiqi, jiajun, alina, doris, zhongchi, shunding, mr leong, some other 4/4ians, and parents. did i miss anyone? haha. thanks~!

appreciated. (=

2006-04-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

had two nights of night study already.. not really very beneficial. but better than at home i guess? haha. and kinda tiring too..

ming tian~ (=

wo hen kai xin.. <3

take care people~

2006-04-16T21:59:00.000+08:00

semi-perfect life. (=

have been doing my homework but no no no revision yet! don't really care much about mid years. but still kinda stressful.. lolx. ><

i shall play more. mwa ha ha.

yay 3 more days. =D

2006-04-13T23:52:00.000+08:00

rAwwrrrrr.

so much homework for 3 days weekends. T___T

xing fu. < 3

happiness. im happy. (=

2006-04-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

7 more days~ ;x

group study starting next week.. probably going on mon tues wed.
so fast going to mid year le. and still, fuck ulcers!! T.T

hmm happen to be chengsiang's birthday today i believe. so shen ri kuai le ya!
and happy belated birthday alicia~ see how nice i am to you, if you're reading this. thanks for potato chips. hahaha. and get well soon (=

take care everyone.

dui bu qi.
ye xu wo bu zhi de..
evil. ><

2006-04-11T21:05:00.002+08:00

to : .....

yao kan kai yi dian, okay?

i know its hard for you. but remember you're never alone.
turn to us, the people around you, when you're tired of walking alone..

i guess this is life.
i understand your grief.. i share it too. but you have to be strong.

things will be fine.. i hope. you've done what you can. it'll be appreciated..

sorry i cant do much.
take care my friend. take care..

< 3

2006-04-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

finally got mc to rest!! mwahaha. ok being very sick is not a really happy thing to cheer about.
but i freaking need to pon school for a week lah! too bad only have one day. shall never be able to catch up with all my homework. =/
my fucking ulcer(s) damn pain, cannot even eat properly. what a waste of good food T.T

midyear exams
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chinese o level exam
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prelims
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..O LEVELS!!

so fast.. how to cope. )=

o and 1o more days to my big day~ ;p

2006-04-08T23:30:00.000+08:00

seriously sick.

don't keep me away.

< / 3

2006-04-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

i will no longer blame anyone, but myself.

i will not lose to myself again.

i will prove the unappreaciative wrong.

i will kick asses.

to those today who cared, thanks.

but how can i do it? ><..

2006-04-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

hypocrisy treatment towards further hypocrisy.
we're all unhappy. change, or die.

am feeling the strain of being a sec four. so much to revise and im so so tired. how the hell can i finish studying everything? high expectations. stress.

graduating pupil.. nono. its my last year here.

i don't want to leave. i'll lose almost everything. ><

...cheer up.

2006-04-02T01:09:00.000+08:00

irony of fate.

" once in a while, i'd double click on your msn nick. i'd stare at the blank conversation screen for a little while, wondering if you were doing the same. i'd then stare harder at the bar at the bottom and will it to change to say you were typing a message to me. after that little while i'd say to myself: <........>, you're such an idiot. then i'd close the window. "

ykno what.
we're both doing the same thing. we just never realise it till now, don't we?

just like 2 people standing on either sides of a door, waiting for each other to appear.
their hands are on the knob, but no1 opens the door.
in the end, they get tired, let go of it and walk away..

2006-03-31T21:36:00.000+08:00

com finally fixed! rawrrrr. gaming time!

been so tired this week.. and so many things happen. shall admit i play too much. am still wearing my contacts. don care already ><. happy belated birthday jessie~! sorry no wan tan with you. =x almost everyday raining.. ice kachang with durian not bad to be eaten on raining day. if you're crazy and not cold enough. =D

LL sucks. unreasonable idiot. purposely enjoy creating trouble for others. kpkpkp. and people with attitude problem should just fuck off and go to hell lah. knn. nevermind i restrain myself.. be good. ><

distanced.. but. its okay. i guess. i hope. right? =/

i havent reply very long le! sorry.. now got abit of mood le. so heres it!

replies to tags :

hannah : 999 carat ring!! =x 2oo7 is too early! im broke. and thanks for everything~ (=
michelle : i hope so too. take care lots. (=
clara : sushi!! =D
shu herng : wa ha ha xiexie.
ernest : JD day one year coming le!
minjun : yoyo! take care ya. =D
jamie : thanks.. cya around! take care too! (=
alicia : nice anot? i rawk too!
amanda : PIG CALLING. so funny! one hour of pure suan-ing =p. hao lah. thanks alot alot. cheer up also ok! (=
shiqi : what! specs are cool. =p
ellise : xiexie tudi~
(: : thanks~ you are?
jessie : happy birthday!! =D
daisy : dont have to.. but thanks alot too! dun think so much le. (=
serene : i tell you on msn.. haha. i will de. ok la! thanks alot jie~ appreaciated. =D
simeng : what thing extra? lolx okok. wo hui de. xie xie ni! carry on counting down man~
kat : update le! thanks for your chi story book!! hope i dint mess up your table. =p
huiyi : i should be top lor =p. you're evil lah don believe ur tuition teacher de. and dun copy me!! )=
samantha : rawr~! whos the dummie lor? haha no tagging in libraries! go there do work you go there slack. coughcough. pepsi cola~! take care you ahemmm. =p
jiahui : update le! i wear or don wear also nerd lai de. (=
ting : update le!! take care. =x
wanqi : SNSS!! we live up to our name lor. wahaha. yeah thats cos im nice. (=
jiahui2 : linked! me too ok. =p
ivy : yeah! surprising? haha.
bibianna : yo un-cute giant hamster. =p

thanks alot! take care people~

2006-03-29T23:33:00.000+08:00

had a fun night yesterday with a great bunch of people. ate supper at laupasat d;
the play wasnt too bad.. wasnt fantastic either. but enjoyable enough. shall upload photos if theres any. (=

didnt want to go to school today, but still went. sick!! =.=

and i think i have eye infection too cos of contacts. they say its serious! shall go see doctor soon. )=

really hope nothing wrong. i hate wearing retard specs. T.T wish me goodluck!

drift-

2006-03-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

to : abc & def & ghi

don't be too nice to me, can ? cos i don't deserve it..

but i still have to say thanks for everything.

take care people.

2006-03-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

mixture of feelings.

totally fucked up + upset + tired + pissed + regretful + lousy + ............

contradiction. hai. one thing leads to the other i guess. just want to sleep and not feel anything at all. erase my memory. ><

sorry if i don't reply on msn. really don't mean it. fuckkkkkkk shytttttt when people off the com everytime when im afk. sorry..

i really don't want to scold so much, but i can't help it. needs to relax.

)=

goodnight.

2006-03-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

4/4 class outing photo! fine im alil slow. T.T

hey people~ sorry for not updating. get nagged by you all alot le. )= main com was spoilt for the last week and i didn't like using another com to blog. =x. links page set up le~ remember to link me or you die. ha ha ha.

cant really remember what i did for past few days besides filing like crazy for file check.. blahs. everyday going somewhere to play or having entertainment correct le. >< slept alot on thursday and friday. i actually fell asleep during private tuition again. exhausted!!

happy belated birthday to ellise, hannah and alina. who else did i miss out? forget already.. i have really bad short term memory. =/. must thank ting2 for willing to talk. and *acknowledgement* big thankyou to wanqi for her answer. my mi su/fellow snss rawks big time~ (=

im running for a reason i don't know.. i cant see the end. i've been running and running for a long time. how long must this last? sometimes when i run, i cant see anyone around me. im afraid i cant catch up with you anymore. i don't want to run alone. im tired. i guess i need to rest.. i don't know what to do anymore. im sorry .....

thanks people for tagging. can i reply another time when im in the replying mood? really appreaciated. thanks~!!

i guess this is a poor update. a picture = 1ooo words, so i guess at least i updated 1ooo words about my class outing, dint i? take care all.

2006-03-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

im guilty.

have been treating that somebody for granted.
i wasnt in the mood. you cared. i was mean.
don't drift away. im sorry.
is it too late to say that? or does it even work anymore..
nevermind.. i just have to suffer for my own foolishness.

imyiosus ><

shall update and post pictures about yesterday's class outing soon.

my eyes hurt. is it cos of contacts? take care people.

2006-03-15T11:59:00.000+08:00

what does regretting do.. but make you feel worse?
bcos afterall i had already made my decision. and cant turn back.
so might as well make the best out of my choice, and don't think about it, right?
its easy to say.. if only its as easy to do.
forsee many more regrets in my life. can they not come?
so so very tired. but i can't help it.
how long more before i can take a break and rest.

not everything is going well
i guess i have to admit that i am

unhappy

)=

2006-03-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

second day of holidays~

woke up late for physics remedial today.. but i don't care cos my sleep is more important. haha. went to mac after that wait for everyone to come. was the earliest one to arrive for once! eat hotcakes liao went to school to wait for $25 tickets to start selling. watched the sec 1 bball team training for awhile. wonder what the coach is doing leh.. =p. then we managed to buy 30 tickets. woww. =x

after that went bb street soccer court play. yixiang as keeper dislocated his right shoulder!! then he was like in great pain and totally imobilized.. drama. me jess and ernest went to clinic borrow one wheelchair to the court to transport him to the clinic. pushing an empty wheelchair across the street is quite xiasuay though.. lolx. he was sent to hospital for x-ray after that. 8 of us take 2 cabs follow him to NUH while jess acc him in ambulance.. then his parents went there also and blahblahblah. in the end nothing seriously wrong with him lah, hand still functioning i think. might see him with a cast though. hard to imagine.. haha. lets all hope he gets well soon ya?

replies to tags.
wanqing : yeah with sunit singh right? lolx.
terrence : YO. take care too~ hope your tong lei doesnt come. haha!
amanda : police will catch you immediately.. =p. lolx its okay lah really.. will be fine. you take care ya?
joelle : can de.. set your mind to it wors. jiayou!! (=
huiyi : then i have to link myself first! haha =D
simeng : like duh, its an obvious fact right. natural for me.. lol =x. take care~
ziyun : remind me to bow ya? take care too! =p

my com has been wiped out! saved my whole link list inside and now its gone gone goneee. so pardon me for the slow linking ya? T.T. rawK on people~

2006-03-13T22:06:00.000+08:00

first day of holidays~

went down to school in the morning with chairlady to take our books and files. shun bian arranged tables plus sweep the floor in 4/4! haha so guai right =x. bumped into jj and huayning outside classroom, and jeffery downstairs. dono why all go back school. haha. after that blah blah blah then went home eat lunch and change.. went to jurong west 403 play bball with 4/7 and junhao ernest. met ah jiang on the way with ahemahem =p. long time no see him le. haha. my com is still spoilt! cant dota. oh well. must forget about playing so much.. =D.

have physics remedial tomorrow at 7.30. so freaking early! blahs. take care people~

replies to tags.
amanda : i never distort facts lorh. yeah its very illegal drugs =x. haha tell me the full remarks!
dodo : dummieeee go do your homework! lolx =p
daisy : okay then you carry mine? haha.
liwee : fan~ thankyou! your that tree also draw until very nice =D.
ellise : alphabetical order! change your name to allise lor =x
peilin : so nice tag me huh. lolx. thanks! =D
tiakleng : haha never forget. just blur at the moment. take care!
huiyi : fight with ellise lor. =p. haha no lah alphabetical order when im done -.-"
simeng : haha ya so many animations right. tagboard not bad bah? =x. take care too!
jiahui : what! dead fish lah =p.
michelle : LOL hai hao lah. hey cannot sian. must be nice to me. =x.
serene : welcome back? need red carpet ah. haha.
joelle : haha don't have alot lah. thanks for tagging anyway. take care! (=
fangyi : tifa owns. xD. take care too bro~
anjelina : lolx sorry i blur mah.. =p.

2006-03-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVONNE BESTIE! (=

went westmall macdonalds meet bk they all at 2+ today. got this group of people keep turning back and see see stare stare. scary! blah. after that had insanity vs sec3 all stars match outside school. we won and final score was 74-54. and boonkai went hot one person 31 points. mad le. lolx. anyway great job to both teams. was coughing like mad after that, so shared cab home. going broke already.. T.T

decided to edit my post cos someone evil called ****** said i wasnt sincere enough. haha.

replies to my tags!
samantha : laLA =p
junhao : yeah thanks. next time lor. will link you soon. haha.
yuhuai : thanks dude. peace!! lol.
ellise : tudi! will link you soon. =D
boonkai : lolx thanks. carry on being hot!
tl : sorry you are?
hannah : don't flood me!! i'll drown. kuku~ =x.
choonlock : thanks! and yeah its cool =p
jiahui : yep postpone to next sat i think. *waves back frantically!* =)
nick : 2/2 rawks!! =D
daisy : thanks! will link you soon! and carry more stuff ok (=
shiqi : yeah mine is lousy. yours sure better de lah. =D
ange : sorry you are?
tingting : yeah its secret stuff that must hide in school de! =p
boonkeong : thanks! get well soon man. haha.
michelle : yes always rain at the suay timings de! T.T. take care =D
junhong : thanks! will link you up. =D
jiamin : missed you too! hmm yeah will study hard de. you too! =p
huiyi : take care too employee! don't so pissed already lah (=
binuan : yo mei. nieeee family! =x
elwin : heyhey~ hm i don't know! lolx.
wanqing : yo jiemie. so many emotions. haha. have fun playing worms2 =p
amanda : happy? haha what remarks you got? come claim ur stuff soon! =x
serene : i will update de. haha. jiayou too! (=
jessie : take care too! life in your hands =p
mingjun : hello! thanks. and will link ya soon =D
clara : yeah my old one lost pw long ago. LOL. will update de.. =x
tzer : haha miss lim is nice to me what.. jealous? =p

i love you guys! thanks a million for supporting and tagging my new blog for the past 3 days ya. means alot to me.. haha.. =D!

dodo isnt angry le! so happy. haha. take care people~ and happy birthday to evonne again (=

2006-03-10T23:12:00.000+08:00

to whoever concerned : sorry.. i wasnt thinking when i said that. didn't mean it de. and its not like that at all ok. you worked hard too and deserved it. really sorry.. if this word helps. think i should really just shut up next time. take care.. )=

2006-03-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

progress report

English Language - 63.0 , b4
Chinese - 43.0 , e8
Combined Humanities (S,H) - 50.0 , c6
Geography - 55.0 , c5
Amaths - 68.8 , b3
Emaths -67.5 , b3
Chemistry - 46.0 , d7
Physics - 82.9 , a1

L1R5 - 22.
Attendance - 45/46
Conduct - Very Good
Cca Attendance : they take wrong one. so nevermind =p.

Remarks : Shaun is an out going boy. He shows determination to succeed.

YEAH RIGHT. since when did i show any determination ><. blahh lousy results. took all the lousy tests marks. boooo. whatever. im not showing this to my parents yet anyway. haha.

2006-03-10T21:47:00.000+08:00

last day of school before holidays! =D.

sian today gave damn alot of holiday homework. and filing! T___T. file till i drop dead. and santhi caught my hair. cutting during holidays le anyway. rawrrr. =/. and thanks tingting for yknow what. hahaha. shh =x.

after school went to weijie's house store some books. =p. then joined in with ernest they all go assemble at hall to wait for buses to netball finals~ tohpayoh wors..

reached there at 2+. watched mgs junior batch against forget who liao lol. mgs win. then commonwealth's turn!! against mgs senior batch. hm css abit off form today, and mgs on form, so they lost. aww. but it was a nice match. second in west zone! good job to them. supporters all shouting quite enthu too.. haha. mgs is strong! both divison also win. waa.

dear ahems is still sick.. aww. very kelian. >< must get well soon ok.

tomorrow match 4pm outside school against sec3 all stars. o.O.. take care people.

2006-03-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

dear ahems has fallen sick.. ):

get well soon ok? take care.

2006-03-09T18:51:00.000+08:00

here to update! thanks alot people for the tags!!! will do the linking soon. =D

our class may be changing classroom to 6th storey soon. gonna have a mass appeal. think everyone buaytahan the lower sec noisiness on our 4th level le. feel so outta place there too.. all other sec4 classrooms so far away. hahaha.

after school went to pei yx they all cut hair. then went over to macdonalds find bk they all. may all those perverts there who harrassed ahem die horribly. grr.
reached tohguan with wj they all at around 345. then drag drag drag before starting match at almost 5. ><. got about 30++ spectators and supporters for both sides at the court~ stress. hm alot of 2/2 people though. even lewis they all went. kinda surprising. lolx.

~~qIng tIan vs 2/2`o4 mAtch~~

First quater : jump ball between weijie and juen keat. weijie won the jump but no score. then went on and on. boon kai scored first blood.

Timeout : around halfway the quarter at the score 8-0 in favour of 2/2. nick sub-ed me. i was peforming badly and needed to breathe abit first.. ian replaced juen keat. then they started catching up like crazy under ian's lead and his sickening jump shots. their passing and fast breaks also damn strong. alderic burned us with a threepoint. woosh~

Second timeout : qingtian with a slight lead. i went in to replaced shunding. qingtian continued to attack with their crazy fast breaks. almost cannot hold back le. had one reject on elwin, one reject on ian and two points.

second quarter started quickly as the sky was darkening.. we played only a few minutes before the storm came. so everyone ran into the blocks. the rain super duper heavy lah and the wind seriously can blow people away. so a huge group of crazy people hid at the void deck talking until the rain stopped. groups by groups left. couldnt squeeze into the cab with jh they all, so i took one merc. cab with ian and jeff instead.

good game to qing tian! final score was 27-24 in their favour. sadly cannot end it today. looking forward to either reset or finish the match soon and bloody hope no more stupid rains already~ credits to weijie for being main scorer, boonkai for his many steals and assists, choonlock for his rebounds and shots, nicky for his fast breaks and jumpers, and shunding for his superb defence. take care people =D.

2006-03-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

yo people! just opened this blog.. support more ok! =D
hmm. kinda busy. will do the links soon.. do msg me on msn or tag me so that i'd remember to link you ya! d;
and thanks to chairlady for finding the music. ^^

tata~ (=